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As time changed, people also changed. Its not about why we changed, because each of us have our own reason to change. When talk about changes, the important thing to focus is 'HOW' we changed?. Whether it is "BAD to GOOD" or "GOOD to BAD". Its been 4 years since my last post on this blog. Actually I was closed this blog as soon as I moved to Nilai for study and at the same time I opened a new blog. However, I unable to managed it and let it go to one of my blogger mattes. Then I opened a new blog. Same thing happened, I didn't managed to focus on it. At last I didnt write anymore.
Since then, my life, my personality was 360' changed. I don't want to talk about it more. Benda dah lepas biarkan lepas, okay?. Alright, so now, I finished my study last December on 2017. This August 2018, insyaAllah umur panjang, then I will have my convocation ceremony. I really wanna make this ceremony very special to my family since this is a very first convocation ceremony happen in my family. I really wanna wear that JUBAH convo with him :-(. Takde rezeki.
After I finish my study couple months ago, I menggangur. Eh takde lah. I keje okay. But not a really permanent job, just a simple job but still it is a job sebab dapat gaji :-). Currently I actively looking for a job and go through few interviews such a Shopee, Maybank, RHB, iflix, and few small companies. Tapi nak buat macam mane, takde rezeki lagi. So here I am, still in Nilai. Couple days ago Public bank macam nak bagi harapan baru, so anything I am still waiting.
I nak kerja kat Kelantan sebab nak balik. I think 5 years in another state is enough. I wanna stay with my family. Kahwin nanti satu hal pula, tak boleh duduk dengan family dah. Jadi, more better to stay with them now.
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